8.27.2009

is am

do you know what you are?

you are what you is. you is what you am.

8.20.2009

fuck you

doom generation is awesome, and the point of it is to be deliberate, making a satire of other films of the time that were deliberate without irony.

8.18.2009

things you say

the doom goes boom boom BOOM



last night, as i was furiously pasting on googly eyes on an old white blazer, i watched the doom generation for the first time. i didn't care much for the movie and it's noise, sex, and violence, which are all things i don't particularly mind, but in the film it seemed too... deliberate, like "look at me, this is me saying something really witty." when things are that obvious, it takes away the whole point in saying/thinking/doing shit. you know, saying/doing/thinking something just for the sake of it, without anything behind it. anyway, i only really payed attention when the credits started to roll cause "blue skied an' clear" came softly humming out. and you CANNOT fuck with slowdive.

8.14.2009

truth

liking someone is a lot easier than respecting them.

but there's one person in mind that i truly respect, from her work ethic all the way down to who she is, and that's amy odell. and if you don't know, now you know.

8.10.2009

4444 xxx



8.08.2009

to the top

i'm tired.









but keep climbing.

8.02.2009

hash > weed




a classic. i will listen to this album till the day i die. listening to red hash is like a warm cocoon of red and purple crystals crystalizing around your tiny tiny bones. windy child, i pick notes from the sky, and looking for june are all tiptop tracks. especially looking for june, that shit is the shit.

down my load

7.31.2009

if you'd just let me give them back to you

i guess american vogue does have a purpose after all. the odd music suggestion.

a man at seven is the true man



last week i got around in finally finishing the seven up series. it only took me a year to watch the last two installments. anyways, i've fallen in love with nicholas, who quite possibly is the only only man i find attractive with a mustache, despite his wife being a major self-conscious cunt. but it is neil who i truly found interesting, fascinating, and all other possible synonyms. one could describe his life as depressing, heartbreaking, blah blah blah, but the only thing i see is a honest man. and so, i leave with my favorite quote said by him:

"i know how tempting it is to escape into fantasies, to believe i already am a successful writer, to believe i've got lots of friends, to believe if only i had done such and such my life would have been different, but the most difficult thing is to accept the reality, to be what we are in a situation, that's terribly difficult."

and in the lord's name we pray, amen.

7.24.2009

7.22.2009

what

say what you mean, say what you mean

you mean you don't actually know?

7.21.2009

7.17.2009

Playmate

All I can say is to buy next month's Playboy

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7.16.2009

the after dinner payback



anyway, got a job at the standard hotel in the meatpacking district and it's really hard (9.5-10 hour shifts, little money, uncomfortable shoes), but i see celebrities all the livelong day. my first day really set the tone when the first customers to come into the restaurant were jay-z and beyonce. "can someone get me a bartender, beyonce needs a drink," said one of the managers during the pre-meal meeting. my kind of girl. after that i've bussed tables for anna wintour and bee schaffer, christian siriano, diane von furstenberg, sandra bernhard, and (maybe)debra winger. kind of hope i don't have to work tonight, but if i do, you'll be the first to hear what happens. or not.

i don't know how to talk to you

lisa kudrow has a new online show on lstudio.com called web therapy. if you like dry humor and satirizing snobby people, this is the show for you.



7.09.2009

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

everyone should listen to this album from start to finish at least once in their life:




you might be put off by the general heaviness, but within the sludgy drones and deep, long yowls lies something really delicate and beautiful. it's incredibly rewarding and as trite as this may sound, it's like an experience every single time you listen to it. play it on full blast, and make sure you have a good subwoofer for that nice dump dump dump.

down my load

i have a green butt


work that fan, bitch.

i always liked angie from the second i met her. i was sixteen and just got off work at purple potamus. that may or may not have been the night marissa and i snuck in the drop box to bark like dogs. nikhil and stevo were both working that night cause the parking lot was packed. angie was sitting by the wall with her camera, and i sat next to her and we started talking about being high school dropouts and legalizing prostitution. it was love at first sight. now that i've crossed the east river i'm a lot closer to my true loves: coco, sadie, angie, mae, and stefanie. i love ya'll sisterfriends. and maire, get your big black assed face here. anyway i hung out with angie yesterday and we ended up getting way too fucked up early, just like how we do.



hmmm


[img cred: fashionologie, style.com]

i usually can't stand couture season. it's so frivolous and retardedly flouncy and i don't think it's interesting as far as pushing fashion forward. this season though had some real winners. givenchy never ceases to surprise and delight, armani was not bad, and surprisingly, valentino's new designers really gave me a hard on! when would have have ever seen a girl showing bottom-of-the-boob cleavage under the "last emperor"? it was amazing. all these head pieces are awesome too, namely the versions by givenchy, valentino, and lady gaga.